This is not a message

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This isn't anyone's fault, so try not to blame yourself
But the reality is my fight was one that was never going to be one
I tried to make everything as pleasant and quick as possible

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I hope this doesn't burn on you
Because I don't want to leave a trauma
I'm just sick of no one care about how I am or how I feel
I'm not worth it
I don't deserve anything good
Because I'm shit

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I've pushed away everyone that cared about me
They've walked out on me
I can no longer put the burden of my life onto anybody else
I know how blessed parts of my live have been
I can no longer find any drive or motivation to life

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I have no friends
I feel so unliked and alone
I just want to all to stop
No one will understand how I feel
Or know what it is like in my head
If you knew, you'll hate me anyway

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I hope you find peace in knowing that I can longer in pain
That I'm no longer fighting the demons in my head

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I'm not good enough
No one supports me when I tell them I want to do my things
They just laugh
Or
Ignore
Me

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This isn't your fault, okay?
I'm just sick
Very very sick
Very very tired
And I need to go now

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I am sorry everybody
For any pain that causes
I pray that it's temporary
I've always tried to give the best of myself
I truly hope you could reminisce on the good and happy memories we had

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I want to flip the switch
The switch that keeps you insane and attach to fear
So you don't harm yourself

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I want to heal myself and not worry anymore
Please forgive me because I can't do this anymore
I love you so much
But I'm tired of pretending
Tired of trying to be someone I am not
You'll move on and eventually forget about me

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I love you and always will
I can't live like this anymore
I'm so sorry
This isn't how one of my life tuned

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Don't hate me, please
I don't know what else to do
I love you all and I'm sorry
... Goodbye.