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| To a little lily (flower), you will be bloom someday. I love you the most, just as you are, always. |
Hey, this is to you, for having a heart that still loves even with all its broken pieces, a heart that forgives when they are not sorry. I know you are tired of being walked on every time you give them another chance. I just wanted to tell you this, I hope their pain doesn't harden your heart. I hope you don't forget who you were in the quest of loving them. I know how hard it is to stay soft in a world where everyone wants to break you.
It's okay if you still harbour the same feeling for them. It's okay if you still wish them well, because that's how you are – you love even when you are broken. It's okay if you still want them to be happy because for you, their happiness matters even if you're not gonna be part of it. Here's the thing about having a heart that loves despite it all. Such hearts know no bounds, they have no grudges to hold onto and they only spread kindness even when their own world is crashing.
I know, sometimes, this pain feels like it won't leave, some
moments you find yourself drowning in your own tears yet, their name is etched
on every corner of your heart and you always pray that they are safe wherever
they are. I hope you always be this kind, I hope you always brim with love even where everyone arounds you
hurt you continuously. I hope you'll not let them break your soul. You will be
alright.
I hope you are learning to give yourself the credit you
deserve. I hope you are beginning to recognise just how strong you are for
pulling yourself through each and every difficult time in your life. I hope you
allow this realisation to walk with you, alongside any obstacles or roadblocks
you might encounter along your journey. I hope you know just how much you are
capable of and that no matter how challenging a situation may seem, you have
the courage to keep moving, to keep growing and to keep healing. I hope you can
look in the mirror and say "I am so
proud of you" and really mean it. And above all, I hope you realise just how incredible
you are, and just how much you deserve your own love.
Not everyone feels everything as deeply as you do, and at
times, that is going to feel like one of the most isolating things in the
world. You feel deeply, and not everyone is going to understand why you think
so much, they'll call you an overthinker and tell you to stop worrying about
what is outside of your control. But when you feel deeply, you think deeply. It's not something you can
just switch off at will. You can, however, learn how to use innate sensitivity
to your advantage. You can use that sensitivity to understand better, and when
you can understand yourself, you'll finally realise that you'll never really be
able to fully understand life, and why it happens the way it does, but you'll
be able to accept for what it is, and not as another for you to try and solve
on your own.
If you don't feel like yourself right now, it's probably
you're not that person anymore. Sometimes you fall apart and when you go to put
yourself back together again, you'll find that there are missing pieces. Parts
of you have been lost along the way but it's important that you don't go
searching for them. You don't need to backtrack in order to feel whole again.
this is your opportunity to grow, your chance to bloom into the person you've
always wanted to be. You might have lost parts of yourself along the way, but
you will never be incomplete. You are enough all on your own. Keep going.
You're the type of fire meant to endure the storm whenever
it comes.
The
rain can't take your spark.
The
wind cannot steal your light.
The
darkness can't take your love.
William Blake once said:
The modest
rose puts forth a thorn,
the humble sheet a threatening horn:
While
the lily white shall in love delight,
nor a thorn nor a thread stain her beauty bright.
Happy birthday to the most strong and brave person I've ever met – and the kindest. Keep the butterflies flying over the sky. You deserve to see the world. I know life can feel kinda dark for you, but you bring a lot of lights into my life. And I'm just really grateful for you.
- May, 30th 2022
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